this is what happens when you let Kat write poetry...

Friday, September 15, 2006

Current mood: good

Dream

Here I am
There you are
Standing side by side
Yet you're so far
I want it bacK
The way it was
Whose idea was this?
What was the cause?
How did we go
From so much more
To just friends?
Is this how
The story ends?
What about the love?
And the passion we shared?
Has it all been erased-
Was it even there?
Or was that a dream
I imagined we shared?
And I just woKe up to see
It was never there.

Lust

Between who I am and who you are
The distance is never far
You complete me
In more ways than one
And this endless cycle
Is always won
Your bacK is arched
As I lie flat
You become a part of me
And I won't looK bacK
This passion and lust we share
Is stronger than anything out there
Who would've thought?
We're only sixteen
But I Know who you are
And this is what I believe
I can't waKe up-
This is no dream
As you lie there, next to me
I can't help but thinKing of more-
It's a hunger in me
I Kiss you softly as we fall asleep
Then waKe up once more
To relive our dream.

Ecstasy

I become a part of it
As the waves crash over me
I'm floating calmly
In a cool, endless sea
The world around me
Just melts away
I'm ready, it's waiting
To show me the way
I'm falling, standing still
And all I feel
Is complete ecstacy
It's taKing the wheel
I let it drive me away
Where there is nothing bad
And what I was searching for
I already had
I become a part of it
As the waves crash over me
I'm floating calmly
In a cool, endless sea

Explore

Falling
Falling into a great abyss
To find myself,
I must get out.
But how?
How do I fall up
Or travel through
Nothing?
Am I just stucK-
Never Knowing?
Who I was-
Who I'll be-
Who I am
I'm a complete mystery to me
I want to become drunK with Knowledge-
Knowledge of myself
But the more I Know,
The farther I fall
Away from the light
And into the darKness
A great vastness
That I am afraid of
Yet explore further still.

Do you Know what it's liKe
To bury a friend?
A classmate
A soulmate
Secrets, Stories, Laughs
Hold on to the memories;
They always last

Do you Know what it's liKe
To bury a child?
A youth
A Kid
Innocence, Naive, An unforgotten past.
Hold on to the memories;
They always last

Do you Know what it's liKe
To bury a girl
A girlfriend
A best friend
Grace, Beauty, Charm
Hold onto the memories;
As you held her in your arms

Do you Know what it's liKe
To bury a daughter
A companion
A friend
Losing a daughter, it's hard to describe
Hold on to the memories;
They'll Keep you alive

Live for her,
Your friend,
Your child,
Your girl,
Your daughter.
Her time was up
Our second chance is now
Don't give up
Show her how
You'll live your life
And maKe her proud
And then, one day,
Join her,
At her home in the clouds

Then you're together,
Never to be torn apart
She's just as you remembered her,
As you carried her in your heart.