bridge over troubled water

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Current mood: bitchy

so I'm sitting her listenint to Simon and GarfunKel
(call me a nerd, I don't care, I already Know)
and going over my day
and how,
as it all boils down
it Kinda sucKed
first of all,
I woKe up earlier than usual
so, naturally I thought I'd have more time than usual
how wrong I was
I was almost late for calculus
who cares?
seriously, I hate math
I'll probably fail the AP exam
why did all these school people
insist on moving me farther in math
when it's just gonna screw me over later
whatever.
liKe, I said, who cares?
I get home
And finally get that letter for TWB
(teens westward bound, for those few close-minded people who'll never travel out of Newberry)
and found out that the same day of the meeting or whatever
that's in Newberry,
I'll be in Salt LaKe City
I want to go sKiing, really
I'm looKing forward to it
But it seems liKe everything is contradicting with that weeKend
Beta Club Trip, Springmaid, and now this?
seriously, how are they gonna taKe me serious
(don't maKe fun of me, I couldn't thinK of another word)
If I can't maKe it to the meeting where they interview the applicants?
This is a once in a lifetime chance
And I don't want to go to another meeting where I'll Know absolutely nobody
I mean, they'll be in there little groups of people
And I'll be liKe, um, hello?
Seriously, I wanna go, but it doesn't looK liKe I'll be able to
And that sucKs
Anyway,
next thing that made my day sucKy
I totally forgot about my piano lesson
Now I have to go maKe it up on Thursday
What the hell?
Seriously, another 3-day weeKend and I don't even get to start relaxing when it starts
Oh, well
I guess it's my own fault
Prom's this year
They're sending in catalogues by the barrel-full
And the ever elusive question:
Who are you going with?
How the hell am I supposed to Know that?
Seriously,
I'll probably end up tagging along with someone or not going at all
Who says you have to go to this thing and dance around in high heels
I'll taKe my rainbows, thanK you
Or, better yet, buy me some converse
I've been wanting some for a while now
But, alas, with what money?
"You can always get a job at Armfields...I've already talKed to the woman down there"
Well, you Know what mom? Screw that.
I don't want to sell pencils and paper to teachers
I don't want to go from school to a school supply store
Are you Kidding me?
And even if I do end up worKing there, I'll probably be at the old one
Across the street from the new one.
I'd rather worK in the new one.
It's less crowded and I'd probably get to read more.
That would be the only highlight.
Oh well
I wanted a job at Newberry Country Club
I tried to get one this summer
But the guy never called me bacK
Oh, well
I'll try earlier this summer
Song switch
Vote by the Submarines
Good song
Wildfire has a lot of good music
I'm supposed to be re-decorating my room
But I don't Know when that's gonna happen.
I've been thinKing of looKing up fung shuei (sp?)
maybe that'll help with all this bad Karma
Damn. I would've made a great hippie.