Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Current mood: drained
...one day and ten minutes
Insomnia attacKs
It seems to have been doing that a lot lately
So, on with the point.
oK. nevermind
No point
I just can't sleep
And for once,
I'm at a loss for words
for a blog
...one day, twelve minutes
oK, start over time
my computer's now in my room and
It was supposed to be cut off 2 hours ago
So I have to type slower
So that the sound of the typing doesn't go through the walls
Call me paranoid, i don't care
...one day, thirteen minutes
I just thought about those art projects I need to finish
Damn.
And all that laundry (laundrey?)
Damn.
I wish I could've done more over the breaK
Seems liKe it was shorter than ever this year
School year, I mean
That maKes me thinK,
I just lost it
Oh, well
Something about how fast 2006
Went by
As if we haven't heard it all before
This time next year,
I'll hopefully Know what college I'm going to
For some reason,
I have these moods
Where I either can't wait for college
Or I don't want to leave this small little town
It's definately gonna be different
Hopefully, I won't be having the same problems I'm having at 12:16 in the morning
Hopefully, I'll either be doing something, or sleeping
...one day, 17 minutes
Hopefully, I'll have forgotten about some feelings I really want to forget about
Hopefully, I'll cheer up
Hopefully, I'll have a flat stomach
Hopefully, I'll Know what to say
...one day, 18 minutes
Barely even two days into the new year,
I'm wanting something better already
Maybe that's my ultimate problem
Not being totally satisfied
Even though I have every right to
I heard somewhere that only fools are satisfied
But, then again, isn't ignorance bliss?
I really need to stop quoting stuff
I really need to go to sleep
But, apparently that's not worKing
Ah,
screw this
Maybe the ultimate boredom
Of staring at the ceiling
Will put me to sleep
Nevermind,
I'm too lazy to move right now
...one day, 21 minutes
Amazing how much time can be wasted
in the span of eleven minutes
Especially when eleven minutes seems liKe an eternity
oh,
how I wish my life was more exciting
peace,
Kat
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comment posted on january 2, 2007 at 8:28pm
ReplyDeleteBe careful what you wish for. It could be bad exciting and frankly I'm not holding out much for this year because it ends in an odd number and usually those are the ones you have to watch out for!