JANUARY

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Current mood: confused

The Second

I feel like there's this huge hole gnawing at the center of me. I don't know how it got there which makes things even worse because now I don't know how to get rid of it. Metaphorically, of course. I just wish I could stumble upon a huge pile of answers to my life. Of course, I'd have to come upon a pile of questions first, because I don't even know what's wrong with me. I feel like I do things wrong, but I'm not. I feel like I should have something to hide, but I don't. And I feel like someone's hurting me, and I feel like a victim, but no one's ever hurt me or victimized me in a life-altering way. It's just really blowing my mind. I honestly don't know what to do.

-k